Spring is definitely here!

According to the Ohio State University Extension fact sheet on wisteria (Wisteria sinensis), it’s a member of the pea family!  I think wisteria is a beautiful plant, but many here in NC think it’s a monster, because it devours its host.  Around here, you see it everywhere, growing on any tree or structure it can find.  I found this vine on some trees behind our office.
Wisteria in Southern Pines

Another sure sign of spring (aside from the haze of yellow pine pollen currently engulfing us), are the blossoming of azaleas.  These are in front of my house.

Southern Pines azaleas

Somewhere over the Southern United States

Southern US

I took this photo someplace between Texas and North Carolina.  It was probably closer to NC than Texas.

This was on my return from a trip to California. During the time I was there, I had a nasty cold, so I wasn’t really able to enjoy myself.   I was afraid if I rescheduled, I wouldn’t go at all.

Now that I’m back home, I’m feeling much better.  I hope to be fully recovered within the next couple of days.

Warm weather and shoeless feet

When summer comes around, the first thing I want to do is run around without shoes on.  I hate wearing shoes, and the PN has made most shoes pretty uncomfortable for me.  A few years ago, before I went in for my stem cell transplant for the treatment of my multiple myeloma, I was walking by Fungal infection toenailthe pool and I stubbed my toe on something. Toe stubbing is a more frequent occurrence for me now that I have neuropathy.  It’s hard to keep track of just exactly where my feet are.  Anyway, aside from hurting like the dickens, the toe injury included some broken nails. I thought nothing of it.

A few weeks later, I had high dose chemo, which wiped out my immune system.  In no time, I noticed that my toes were discolored and the nails on two of my toes were getting flaky. It was the weirdest thing I ever saw.  Even the transplant doctors were puzzled about the shade of purple my toes had become.  I’m including a picture so you can see what it looked like, although it’s not at all appealing.  It just might be something you encounter, so it could prove useful at some point.  I apologize for the yuckiness of the picture, but there’s no way you could imagine how purple my toes were without seeing them.  I eventually pulled off the nails, which grew back rather quickly.  Everything was better by the time I went home from the transplant clinic.

The lesson?  If you have neuropathy and a weakened immune system, wear shoes.

It feels like winter’s over

Buddy at Martin Park Southern PinesBuddy and I went to Martin Park in Southern Pines yesterday for a walk. He really had a great time, as you can see.  Today is warmer and sunnier! I’ve been doing some chores in the house, but every chance I get, I’m going outside to soak up some sun.  the forecast for the upcoming week indicates high temperatures in the 60s and even 70!  The lows are creeping up too, with night time temperatures in the 40s and 50s.  My favorite time of year is approaching.  I predict that I’ll be getting the pool ready pretty soon.

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Lingering effects of peripheral neuropathy

I started to get some neuropathy just a few months into my first treatment, which was Thalomid. I knew it was a possibility, but I’m hopelessly optimistic, and assumed it wouldn’t happen to me. I quit taking thalidomide within 8 months, because I didn’t want the neuropathy to progress beyond a point that I thought would severely impact my quality of life.

What I ended up with is numbness in my feet and sometimes pain. It started out as a pretty intense burning feeling just three months after I started treatment in 2003.  My feet felt as though they were on fire!  From there, it progressed to numbness.  It sort of feels like my feet aren’t my own. Shoes are no longer comfy.

After treatment with Revlimid and then Velcade, my neuropathy progressed some more.  It changed a little, too.  I now have some significant pain at times. I have to work with my feet up.  I can’t sit at a desk, or anywhere, really, for very long. If I’m seated with my legs down for more than a half hour, I end up with pain up to my knees. I have to get my legs elevated or even lie down to get some relief.

When I first began to feel the effects of peripheral neuropathy (PN), I even had some trouble walking.  I’m used to it now, so I no longer have to keep my eyes on my feet when I walk.  It took a while for me to adjust.

A few days ago I was attempting a an exercise that involved hopping. It was really weird, because I didn’t really know where my feet were.  I had to ask someone else if my feet even left the ground!  That evening, while I was walking the dog, I tried something I hadn’t done in ages.  I tried skipping, just for the heck of it. I couldn’t do it!  Is that something I forgot how to do, or is the PN messing with me?

I decided to look for some information on the web, and found some facts on Livestrong.com:

What are the symptoms of neuropathy?

Peripheral neuropathy can affect the nerves which allow you to tell the position of your hands or feet, the nerves that allow you to sense hot or cold, or the nerves that carry pain sensation. The types and severity of neuropathy symptoms vary greatly. It is difficult to determine the degree of peripheral nerve injury only by the symptoms produced. Peripheral neuropathy symptoms are almost always greatest at night.

Common signs and symptoms include:

  • Numbness or tingling, especially of the hands or feet
  • Pain or cramping, especially of the hands , feet or calf muscles
  • Sensitivity to touch or temperature
  • Loss of reflexes
  • Muscle wasting in the hands and feet
  • Weakness, especially in the feet or hands
  • Clumsiness
  • Loss of balance, particularly in the dark
  • Dizziness, especially when getting up from a bed or a chair
  • Sexual dysfunction

Are some survivors at greater risk for neuropathy?

Neuropathy may occur from cancer or the treatment received. The following types of cancer may bring a higher risk:

  • Lung
  • Breast
  • Ovarian
  • Myeloma
  • Lymphoma and Hodgkin’s disease
  • Testicular

Here’s a link to the entire article: http://www.livestrong.org/site/c.khLXK1PxHmF/b.2660677/

I even found that they have a group for discussion of neuropathy secondary to drugs:

http://www.livestrong.com/groups/group/livestrong-neuropathy-secondary-to-drugs/

Myeloma Planet – the list of every myeloma blog in the world

There’s a new list of myeloma blogs, which will make it easier to keep up on your favorite patient and caregiver blogs. It’s not really every myeloma blog in the world, but I’m trying.

If you want your blog to appear on the list, get in touch with me. Please know that  I can only add blogs that have an RSS feed and are written by patients or their caregivers.

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Feeling “ungood”

Zometa IVI’m feeling ungood today.  Maybe even part way doubleplusungood. I had Zometa yesterday, so this could explain some of it. I usually feel a little bit flu-ish the day after a Zometa infusion. I’ve had a few days of feeling sneezy and nose-runny, and I feel very tired.  I think I just need to get several nights of good sleep.

Here’s a picture of the Zometa IV to satisfy your curiosity. I have 250 ml saline with it, over about 45 minutes. My onc now has wireless, so I took a computer with me yesterday so I could get a little work done.